Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Dear Savior,
He want to let you know that his current days soon going to over. His new chapter gonna coming soon. He feel sad and he had no choice but to face the future brightly with hope.
His 3 upper-studies are Vincent and Gabriel and Eugene. He had spent and enjoyed the days with his 3 upper-studies together with sadness, angry and happiness and teamwork. He currently misses all of you and he cherished the moments with all of you and most of your experiences inherited into him. As saying goes "the small flower is in process growing bigger and healthier to become awesome flower".
He is going to do something big as a final gift. His final gift called the "Project Savior" will consisted most of the things all in one. Last chapter Flower Bloom and petals spread to the love ones.
He knew reality was harsh to him and he still persistent to do it. He is fearless =X.
May all of the Orderly generations will bless the future generations.
As of 2011, he is forth gen Orderly IC, would like the next one who take his place to shine further than him. He will start to close his chapter soon at the place.
Thanks for my guidance.
Upper-studies.,You ROX
Hope All of you(Your Holy Spirit) will be there to witness my last chapter.
Love you,
Soon Seng
6:39 AM
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Dear my Miracles,
Today was a good day. I accomplished my stuffs early. hehe. I know I am tired of stuffs but I think is worth it for doing. =D Yay. and I was hungry. I go to my locker and open my bag to look for milo powder. Finally I found the powder and I teared the seal and pour the milo powder into my mouth. While in the process of pouring powder to eat, I choke myself. real bad... >< until I keep sneezing in my CSS office and DCC office. ><
After pouring and eating the power finish. I clear the milo packet and walk to the path way. My best colleague deliver bad news to me... that the new guy from my department is slacking in the important parade and know how to chao keng... this is real bad!!! Somemore is the second person going to orderly was posted to cluster. knowing the truth and escape from the truth... regarding this matter... I feel quite sad...they just don't understand the enjoying work process. My words have failed to reach him. One word to describe the situation ->Disappointment.
Currently two persons don't want to post to orderly. My eyes filled with tears. What should I do next?? I am out of idea... Miracles please make it happen.
Hope before I going to graduate, There will be people like vincent (My favourite upper-study) and tzy harn (the guy always stand in middle to find pros and cons) and Yong wei (Cheerful and positive) come in to brighten up orderly... I know it will be a tough road in the future road ahead. Orderly will always have my blessing just like my upper study did. =D
I am worried about tzy harn as a friend in my office, I will do my best before I go... It will be hard on you but I still have faith on you. I going to do whatever it takes to draw out my experiences to let you know the past is happening still now and I need time to draw out my memories. Hope you don't mind to wait. This is my last work to you. Hope you will inherit my position as ORDERLY IC after I go. I entrust the title to you and this time I will fight for the title to transfer to you.
My dark path have always been hiding for long.... cause my light have cover it. I will transform it when is neccessary.
Emotion please control yourself... cause sometime I feel that you are out of control...
Thanks emotion.
Yours Sincerely,
Soon Seng
8:25 AM
Monday, March 25, 2013
Dear my infinity hopes,
I would like to lend a helping hand to the those needed, but sometime I was hit hard on routine work. I not saying that I am unhappy about my routine work but because I find that when people start to want thing (Example: For the first beginning they start like 1 thing and after that they increase more things until they can't manage it but the bosses understand what is happened and considering for others but for the main person who doing job is suffering in slience without saying anything. It doesn't means okay means okay sometime have to check the reality happened. The main person got feeling too and not a robot.)
Sometime the main person feel to talk to someone but it just mainly can't. Cause when the main person talk about the reality, others will feel that " hey this guy keep complaining here and that". It will be very negative so the person hope that got a third person to talk to. For the main person in the position, he got something to strive on so that why the person working so hard to meet the objective no more or less..
Some people really don't have empathy to others. I think is mainly because of their pride, they feel they can own people around. I have pride but because I understand reality happened, I have take my inititative to adjust my pride through pride is the evil side of humanity. It doesn't mean lower my pride and step at my pride for your own purpose. I do believe human have pros (Angel) and cons (devil) to make a whole person. DO NOT AWAKEN THEIR PRIDE if not the person will choose to ignore you instead.
Through the life in the area, is good experience ground for me to gain knowledge and learn from others to equip me to the future working area. It have been wonderful for me. I appreciate those people who automatically help me in times of help.
As of 250313, My status is currently breathing hardly and in the same time struggle to survive badly.
Let's hope for the better future to me and everyone. :D
My inspiration quote: Think you can't achieve best of the best that you want?? Think twice !! You can make it but it depend how you going to make it happen =D.
Life is a dream, dream is always the life too =P.
May god bless me with wonderful people and wonderful wisdom and knowledge.
Thanks god. I like you. Muacks =)
7:10 AM
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